Reflection (blog #5)

      Throughout the semester so far I feel like I'm doing well in my classes and that everything so far is going good besides some things here and there. Beginning the semester I was motivated to finish school and to keep going for it but with problems that I've been having along the way so far I don't feel motivated to finish school. I know that I at least need to have some motivation to finish the semester but I don't feel it. Maybe if these problems get resolved ill have more motivation to finish and not just finish but transfer and graduate. Everything right now seems so surreal for me because school is a lot and to add to that financial problems are overwhelming and it’s all just becoming too much for me. I feel like I do need a boost to keep my motivation up for school, I not saying I'm going to be exuberant about it all but I do need to find motivation to finish and get to where I want to be. How I'm going to try to get my motivation up is by finding a solution to some of the problems I'm having and try not to let these type of things bring me to the point where I am at right now. I know I need to finish school and try and transfer because I don't want to let my mom down, I don't want to let my family down, and I don't want to let myself down because I know I am better than this and I know I can get through all of this and finish school. I need to find a poise and try and get everything under control so that I will be able to finish school and do everything that I can to finish it as well.